Saturday, December 23, 2006

As I sit here reading.........

I see words, powerful words that evoke emotion inside.

Justice. Equality. Peace.

What do these words mean, and what is their connection to me??

The small paragraph I read is about Dr.Martin Luther King, and his message of faith.

It is amazing how simple words, a small paragraph can evoke thoughts & emotion. I guess these aren't just any ol' lil' words though, they are STRONG terms.

My mind wanders in so many different ways as I ponder language in its self and how we have attached meaning to them.

Who am I, who am I supposed to be, what am I doing about it?

One thing I know is that my feet are planted firmly on the ground and I am thankful for that. I am thankful that I am thankful (what???). Hahahahah....... I am thankful that I still have the capacity to feel emotions, thoughts, humility, empathy and everything that makes us human. I worry for the day that I am so caught up that I no longer feel this... I don't want to be numb, I don't want that quiet voice to EVER be silent (although can I sleep sometime please??).

I am available and that feels great. I am receiving signals, signs (great for acting) and even though I may not be living my life 100% how I imagine, I do feel somehow I am on the right track and touching, interacting, and loving the people I am supposed to.

Can you imagine I met 3 people in the last 4 days that shared my EXACT birthday? This is the 1st time that has ever happend to me, especially in such a short period of time.

Is it that I AM in the right place? Could I really be in the places I need to be, touching the people I am supposed to be touching? Are they me, or am I them? Is that why we are drawn to eachother??

I don't know. I don't know any of this.

But what I do know is that GOD, I am here for you. Please guide me and I will follow!

Love, Dominique

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